oh my, dear my journal, i think i'm different from the other otaku(s)..so, here's my problem. i've been in love with an anime movie character in Le Chevalier D'Eon named Louis. he's so charming, endearing, and confortable..but he's strong and so classy. And he's my type of boy and idk why i've been thinking of him when i drawing, having my drum course, eating, making novel, short stories, when i doing ANYTHING! and i realize it. that i've been love drunk with nothing. i know i have to realize it myself that i wasting my time this far and i have to thinking of something that waay more important than this character! all i do is trying but i thi